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   At this late hour of darkness, When the world is off to sleep

कुछ धुंधले चेहरों में.. इक पहचान अंजानी सी..
बेगानी सी इस दुनिया में.. सूरत इक अपनी सी...
खोजने खुद की हस्ती में..इक सवाल उलझा सा..
तलाश है खुद की...या खुद को खो देने की..

कहानी अनकही...कुछ अधूरे अल्फ़ाज़ों की..
बेचैनी हर पल.. सुकून भरी ज़िन्दगी बिताने की...
दौड़ है नित्य... बहकते क़दमों की..
मंज़िलों की ओर या राहों से  भटकने की..

हज़ारों हसरतों में ख्वाहिश इक मीठी सी..
सपनों से कोई जगता नहीं.. और चाह है..उन्हें हकीकत में बदलने की..
मौत का खौफ भी है..और ज़िन्दगी से शिकायतें भी..
कुछ कर दिखाने के जज़्बे में.. खुद ही को खत्म करने की...

मोहब्बत भी है..नफरतों में लिपटी सी..
ठहाकों की गूँज में..इक आह दबी सी...
वक़्त से आगे चलना है..पर साथ चलना भी हो पाता  नहीं..
ज़िन्दगी है इक पहेली... इक सच्चाई.. झूटी सी..

Dedicated to all the cute papa(s) in this world....

Fathers are special, though a bit strict... though they never show their emotions..., but yes, they love you and express their love in altogether a different way.., helping you in each phase of life without even letting you know.. 

जदों अखाँ मूँद मैं डरया खड़ा सी
मेरी माँ ने मैनु सीने नाल ला लया
मेरे ख़्वाबां चों वी डर नू चुरा लेया
हो मेरे बाबुल नू किसे ने ना पुछेया
जेड़ा बनया सी ढाल मेरे ते डर विच

जदों रोंदा सी कल्ले कल्ले बै के
मेरी माँ ने मैनु गोदी विच पा लेया
मेरे हंजुआं नू  चुमके चुरा लेया
हो मेरे बाबुल नू किसे ने ना पुछेया
जेड़ा रोंदा सी लुक के मैनु देख के

जदों नचदा सी मैं किसे गल ते
मेरी माँ ने मेरी नज़र उतार लई
मेरे नाल ओ हस हस डुल पई
हो मेरे बाबुल नू किसे ने ना पुछेया
जीने हौले जे ओ ख़ुशी मैनु दित्ती सी

जदों लगदा सी हुन कुछ नहीं ऐस दुनिया च
मेरी माँ ने मेरा हौंसला बढ़ाया
मैनु दुनिया दे दर्दां तों छुपा लेया
हो मेरे बाबुल नू किसे ने ना पुछेया
जेड़ा लड़दा पया सी कल्ला सारी  दुनिया  तों

हो मेरे बाबुल नू किसे ने ना पुछेया 

You saw me smiling
You heard me laugh
But behind that funny me
Was the saddest part

From the day I was born,
To the day I died
I wish I would have lived..
A day, which was completely mine

I too wished a day for me
For my dreams, for my goals
Yet that deathless bide
Atrociously crushed my soul

I loved to dance to the tunes of nothing
And wanted to go on an adventure at times
I never wanted to be judged or barred
I wanted to fly with my wings spread high

Though the reality was never in favor
I had too many roles, Still I was no where
My heart was chiseled by the barbs of injustice
I searched all over and found no savior

I opened my eyes as a 'restricted' daughter,
Closed them as a 'neglected' mother
Waited for love as a 'for granted' wife
Bothered for all who never ever bothered

Yes!! I was born as a girl..
To be loved, to be pampered
But alas!! Between someone and everyone,
Slowly and slowly, I died as a 'no one'

I was on my way, back to my home. So many things had happened to me in the last few hours. My mind was totally messed up. 'Who was that unknown savior behind those trees..Why he saved me?....Is Mr. Singh trying to hide something from me? Is there actually some other mastermind behind all our missions? Who can it be?..How come those people had such deep knowledge about our team? Is someone betraying us?.... And how could I do this? For the first time, I allowed Arush to enter Angad's life..  I was imagining Naira every now and then. Am I getting attracted towards her?...'

There were so many questions..and all unanswered. These questions were disturbing me, when my phone rang and Mr. Singh's voice led a ray of hope inside me.
'You love her..admit it.. I am happy to see that you have moved on..'

'Am sorry!! I didn't get you.. What are you talking about Mr. Singh?' I was shocked to hear his words.

'Nothing is hidden from my eyes...Arush.' It was the first time, when Mr. Singh called me as Arush and I was pleased to hear that.
'Admit it, and yes..you have to be careful next time.. Bye' Mr. Singh hung the phone..

I tried to analyse my behaviour.., which had changed drastically in the last few months. From the day Naira entered my life, I had changed a lot. Now, I had friends to enjoy with, I had a 'bestie'  to share my feelings with, I laughed, I was back with my guitar again... And all this happened, because she helped me to do so. I missed her badly whenever she was not around. And acted too stupid when I had her around. And what I did today, was not a small thing.

'Yeah.. I love her. I love Naira... Thanks Mr. Singh for making me realize this beautiful feeling.' I thought.

I was smiling like a Cheshire cat while collecting my things and rode straight to the college. It was an altogether different feeling. Being in love is the best you can be, even the weirdest of the things transform into the most adorable ones.

I reached the college gate. I entered and tried to search for Naira. I reached where all the participants were rehearsing. She was sitting in a corner in a red saree. I thought she might be angry with me as I was late and the event was about to begin. When I reached behind her, she was applying some medicine on her elbow.

'What happened Naira? Are you alright?' I was dismayed on seeing her like this. I held her arm to see what had happened.

'Am alright Arush..Where have you been? I was waiting for you..' She seemed to be tensed. She took her arm away from my hand and stood in front of me.

I was startled by her innocent beauty. She wore a golden bordered red saree. The elegance with which she was carrying herself was unbeatable. She was looking at me with her big hazel eyes and her cute red lips were complimenting her impeccable complexion  .Her hair were flowing onto her shoulders. I was completely mesmerized by her delicacy.

'Arush..Why are you so late? We have not even rehearsed a single time today. Am feeling too nervous..' She was speaking continuously.

'Relax Naira..have faith in me..Everything will be fine. We'll rock today' I tried to calm her, but at the same time, I was not able to take my eyes off her.

'What happened? Am I looking fine?'

'Fine?? You have no idea how hot you are looking..Am sorry..but I couldn't resist saying that!!' I laughed while she stared at me.

'Common guys..be ready. The event is about to start' A girl came running into the room to inform all the participants.

'Okay relax Naira..All the best.'
'Thanks ..stupid'

The crowd cheers grew with each upcoming performance and Naira looked more and more nervous with the passing time. Finally our names were announced. It was our turn now. As I had expected, hooting started as we stepped on stage. Naira was looking damn too gorgeous. I knew after this very day, she'll be the heartthrob of our college.

'Okay guys..we will be performing a love song today. Relax and enjoy this beautiful evening in Naira's beautiful voice..Hope you'll like it..' The sound of the claps and the cheering was raising our heart beats. And then we started....

'When I cry....when I laugh..
There's only you in ma thoughts..
When am still..when I ride..
It's only you I dream of..

I don't know how to tell you..
I don't know how to put in words..
It's just that I love you..
It's more than love..my love..
It's a bit more than love....my love..

You are the one I wanna live with forever..
I wanna take you to the stars..oh higher...
Don't take off your eyes..aah they drive me crazy..
Just love me back..Do me a little favor..

You're my love..you're my life..you're my angel..
Don't leave me ever..Never...
You are my need..and my desire..
It's more than love..my love...
It's a bit more than love...my love...

(Wohooo...hmmmm....mmmmmmm..)
It's a bit more than love...my love...'

As we finished, the complete audience filled our ears with claps. Naira looked so happy.

When we stepped down the stage, she was almost dancing...'Yes yes yes!!! We did it Arush..We did it..!!' She was so excited that she hugged me.. 'Oh Thank you Arush..., I am feeling so happy'.

It was becoming very difficult for me to keep hold of my emotions. I didn't know if it was the right to express them, but controlling them was no more in my hands.
'Naira...I don't know how it happened..but I love you...'

She stepped back and looked at me with puzzled eyes. She turned away to leave.

'Naira..listen.. I didn't want to hurt you. I just wanted to share my feelings. I..I am sorry. I..'

'Please Arush!!' She turned back. 'I thought we were good friends. I shared almost everything with you and never expected this from you'

I didn't know how to handle that situation. I didn't want to lose her. Even my missions were easy enough to handle in-front of this embarrassing situation.
Then all of a sudden, she burst into laughter.

'I love you too stupid. I love you from so long. You took so much time to fall in love with me. I was desperate to hear this. So I thought, to take a little revenge...' I saw a different face of Naira that day. My shy innocent nervous Naira, was a little bit naughty too. And I loved her even more for that.

She hugged me tight and having her in my arms made my world complete.

Next Part coming soon...

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(A love song)
When I cry....when I laugh..
There's only you in ma thoughts..
When am still..when I ride..
It's only you I dream of..

I don't know how to tell you..
I don't know how to put in words..
It's just that I love you..
It's more than love..my love..
It's a bit more than love....my love..

You are the one I wanna live with forever..
I wanna take you to the stars..oh higher...
Don't take off your eyes..aah they drive me crazy..
Just love me back..Do me a little favor..

You're my love..you're my life..you're my angel..
Don't leave me ever..Never...
You are my need..and my desire..
It's more than love..my love...
It's a bit more than love...my love...

It's a bit more than love...my love...